This is me calling in sick, today. I need a mental health day. Yesterday was NOT a good day. I was an outsider ..... a non-family member, non-friend or other loved one, either. I was there because of a business relationship.
I witnessed grief so raw and SO WRONG, I will take the images with me to my grave.
Let me just say that no one should ever bury a child. EVER. This was a healthy, adorable three year old. It was sudden and no cause has been determined. It will be weeks before there are any answers. IF there will ever be answers.
No words to describe any of it.
And tomorrow is mom's PET scan. WHICH, for the record, I fully expect to be a big, giant nothing but that doesn't really make SCANXIETY any easier.
Back tomorrow....... and if not, you will know I'm still trying to regroup from all of this.
Hold your loved ones especially close. And then, just a little closer still.